I’ve spent the past week feeling utterly sick with worry, thinking about those I know in Ukraine. And then thinking about all the people that I don’t know. And then about what all this means for all of our futures.
I’ve gone way past doomscrolling. It’s more like a low hum of existential dread. The only thing that makes it recede is doing something. I’ve got involved with a few campaigns, reaching out to current and former professional connections to get someone publicity or to find a way to raise funds; or simply helping to deal with physical donations for refugees. It’s made me feel like I can actually help. Less useless.
How I “feel” is neither here nor there - I’m not the one that matters. But feeling useless can make us useless if we give into it. Alternatively, feeling useless can galvanise us into action if we kick against it. So if you’re down the worry-well, find a way to channel your fears. Because right now, other people, who have a lot more to fear, need us to focus. They really, really need us not to be useless. They need us to do something.
That’s all I have to say this week. I’m not going to ramble on about worklife - it doesn't seem remotely important.
But one last thing though. I know there are dozens of worthy charities and funding appeals out there, but if you’re having trouble picking one, please consider supporting Ukraine’s journalists. Right now, they need:
Security equipment (helmets, body armors, first-aid kits, etc)
Support in moving part of their operations abroad to continue working
Logistical support to move around or in-and-out of the country
Operational funds for ongoing work inside Ukraine (IT costs, transport, supplies)
You can read more here or go direct to the GoFundMe page. All news organisations receiving funds are vetted. Plus, I actually know the people running this and they have a proven track record of fundraising for Ukraine’s independent media - so I can guarantee this is 100% legit.
That said, whichever cause you choose to support, good for you. You did something.
It’s difficult not to feel helpless. This post is lovely x